[anime4LlFE]

i take no martial arts but all my friends that do take it say i have talent, in my school i am the most feared person (which i hate!!!! im not a monster i just have the strength of 1 thats all , im very compassionate) because i dont even know y!!!! may be its because i took down a 11th grader (im in 9th now) but i do enjoy fighting not seriously like DIE BITCH GO TO HELLLL like just for fun and idk if its just me but can u guys also sense killing intentions? because i can my body starts to shake and i wont be able to move if that person is really going to kill him idk but i just get all weak and i can measure the person strength by that its really scary and i want to over come it and ideas?

[Fleri]

I can with my spider senses lawl

[mareck]

Hmmm, ok how to explain this....
first things first. I am 24 years old and i have around 90 real fights under my belt with around 60 victories.
The feeling of getting weak is a result of being crushed by your opponent's will. I got this in a few of my first fights and one where i was dumb shit enough to fight a real Master.

The ability to sense killing intentions can come in three different ways.
1. You are born with it.
2. Experience in combat.
3. Meditation.

When you sense the killing intention of a person it does not really do much. Its like somebody stabbing you with a cold knife. I gained mine through a few life or death battles. I have seen people gain it through meditation and my ex had it naturally.

The ability to sense intent can tell you when, where and how a person is going to attack. It is great thing to have.
One last note. Many masters don't have this as only a few people are ever put in the position that they will die if they lose the fight.

Don't go putting urself in danger just to gain this ability.

[asmarak]

I don't say you can't sense it even when I as an weapon user( swords, bows, shields, hammers that kind of stuf) never felt it. but many got paralysed by pure fear in battle( in such a case the battle will be ended) this was mostly by a look in the eyes of the oponent( i actually recall a moment when i looked is one's eyes and thought, I am so dead) or by battle rage.( heavy hits on the surroundings, like when a hammer hits a barrier and destroys it) and in case you wanted to know yes we wear heavy armor when fighting with swors and arrows have blunt heads.

[mareck]

@asmarak

Hey,
It sounds like your talking about renaissance battles.
We had a group here doing it. The problem with these battles are that people have a desire to win, not to kill.A person will not experience killing intent. I did that in early high school( thought the battles could be fun but found them to be to lax.)

As to the fear factor i cannot really comment. I rarely feel fear. The last time i felt fear was me versus 7 street thugs. It was truly terrifying to know that I could die.

PS: The forms of combat i practice.
1. JKA Karate
2. Ninjitsu (Not my best)
2. Jueken (Form of Judo)
3. Sambo (I am learning this now)
4. Boxing
5. Knife, sword (Chinese and European), short staff and Boa staff fighting
6. Kari (My own combination of Jueken, JKA and boxing)

[asmarak]

no it isn't renaissance battles its endurance battling( translated). we do fight to win, but its a battle of stamina and some have extreme high stamina( not at kenichi's level) so the only way to win is to harm them and when someone with an big hammer wants to hurt you that would quick feel like he wants to kill you.

PS: weapons that i use are:
1. claymore (one handed) and other swords
2. longbow
3. kite shield
4. knife
5. hammer
6. metal braclets

[anime4LlFE]

Originally Posted by asmarak

I don't say you can't sense it even when I as an weapon user( swords, bows, shields, hammers that kind of stuf) never felt it. but many got paralysed by pure fear in battle( in such a case the battle will be ended) this was mostly by a look in the eyes of the oponent( i actually recall a moment when i looked is one's eyes and thought, I am so dead) or by battle rage.( heavy hits on the surroundings, like when a hammer hits a barrier and destroys it) and in case you wanted to know yes we wear heavy armor when fighting with swors and arrows have blunt heads.

but im not afraid to fight ive been fighting my whole life but its like this really strange feeling in my head where i kno some1 is about to fight and i can measure ones strength by it i dont think i was born with it because i never felt this in 1st grade (went to a black private school im asian i was shunned from every1 and got into fights from cocky 1st and 2nd graders)

[anime4LlFE]

Originally Posted by mareck

@asmarak

Hey,
It sounds like your talking about renaissance battles.
We had a group here doing it. The problem with these battles are that people have a desire to win, not to kill.A person will not experience killing intent. I did that in early high school( thought the battles could be fun but found them to be to lax.)

As to the fear factor i cannot really comment. I rarely feel fear. The last time i felt fear was me versus 7 street thugs. It was truly terrifying to know that I could die.

PS: The forms of combat i practice.
1. JKA Karate
2. Ninjitsu (Not my best)
2. Jueken (Form of Judo)
3. Sambo (I am learning this now)
4. Boxing
5. Knife, sword (Chinese and European), short staff and Boa staff fighting
6. Kari (My own combination of Jueken, JKA and boxing)

im so jealous i want to take martial arts but im a all A student and play lots of instruments and lots of stuff but i would like to drop all those things (but the all A) and focus on martial arts and it wasnt a fight like just for fun like serious but i dont think its killing intent and im not afraid to fight i have been my whole life but idk i think im mentally wounded but i havent been in a real fight in a long time idk but i can measure a persons strength by it but i get weak at the same time its really weird

[asmarak]

we are also never afraid to fight but when someone with considereble more power becomes your oponent there always is possible to have strong feelings of fear. every human has fear of death, i fear the pain of dying more than death itself but i have been confronted with extreme pain on multiple times, so its very normal.

[anime4LlFE]

no even if im looking a weaker opponents i get the same feeling is it a fear of fighting?? im so confused